Secrets, Scars, & Second Chances- By: Tina Marie
Chapter 32 - Running From the Past
I keep remembering when I stormed through the forest, my heart pounding as hard as my feet hitting the ground. I was shocked to hear the chorus of shouts calling my name—"Selene!" "Little Bit!"—echoing behind me, but I didn’t stop. I wouldn’t stop.
I needed to run. I needed to escape before I fell apart again.
The memory of our fight swirls in my head—Leo’s anger, Aaron’s frustration, Ryan and Ethan’s confusion, Devin’s disappointment. They were so mad. And worse? The looks on their faces when they saw my scars, the bruises. As if I was broken. Damaged.
It was just like I knew it would be. They would try to protect me now—but where were they before?
The weight of the past presses on my chest. That stupid f*cking motto they live by: Survival of the fittest. They threw it around like a joke during drills—taunts to make each other push harder. But they never realized that others were listening. They didn’t understand the influence they had, how people followed their lead without question.
They teased each other, thinking it was all harmless fun. But no one else knew it was just that—fun. They didn’t realize it was teaching others that it was okay to let the weaker ones fall behind, to leave them to fend for themselves.
They didn’t realize it was teaching people like Stacey that no one would stop her.
I throw off my covers and sit up in bed. I won’t find peace here—not with my mind spinning and the memories pushing me toward the edge.
I rub my hands over my face and glance at the clock. 3 AM. Perfect time for a run.
"Ready to let me out tonight?" My wolf’s voice hums in my mind, low and playful.
Finally, I think. It’s been a while.
"Hanging out with those boys has kept us busy. But you know what you need, and I’m here for it. Let’s run."
She feels like an old soul—a cool aunt that encourages bad decisions just to let you learn the hard way. She’s saved me more times than I can count but also let me make my share of mistakes. Back then, it was broken bones from practicing new moves. Now, it’s harder to heal what’s broken.
I slip on my running gear and tiptoe through the house, careful not to wake anyone. I don’t know if the guys stayed out partying or if they’ve gone home. Either way, it doesn’t matter. I can’t let myself care about them anymore.
I have to let them go.
When I reach the edge of the forest, I sit to pull on my running shoes. No shifting yet—someone might hear me. The transformation isn't quiet, and I can’t risk anyone noticing me out here alone. Not yet.
The night air is cool against my skin, and I secure my ponytail, wrap the straps of my little backpack around my waist, and start jogging. With every step, I push thoughts of Stacey and the guys out of my mind, letting muscle memory take over.
How does Stacey always know where I am? She tracks me down no matter who I’m with. If it’s not the twins, it’s Ethan, Devin, or Leo. And then the attacks follow, like clockwork. I wish she’d be stupid enough to come at me during training. Then I’d have a face to fight back against, someone to blame.
But Stacey’s smart. Too smart. She never leaves evidence. No scent. No camera footage. Just bruises, pain, and whispered threats.
Stay away from my men, she always says. As if they belong to her. As if they ever did.
The memory stokes my anger, and I push my legs harder, forcing my muscles to burn. I need to feel the pain in my body so it can drown out the pain in my heart.
An hour passes, and I fall into a steady rhythm—until my wolf senses a presence closing in.
"Someone’s following us." Her voice sharpens. "Left—flanking, but slow. Right—there’s a second one."
I sniff the air but can’t catch a scent. They’re downwind. Whoever it is, they’re not trying to be stealthy.
Stupid or intentional?
I’m hoping it’s the first. But then, like they’ve manifested from my thoughts, six familiar figures step out from the shadows. My friends.
Even Kylie is with them, her worried gaze locked on me.
I grit my teeth and push harder, ignoring the ache in my legs. I can’t let them catch me.
They’re all too stubborn to give up. If I stop, they’ll want to talk, want to fix things. And I can’t. I won’t.
Shift. It’s the only way to lose them.
"Are you sure?" My wolf’s voice is hesitant. "They’re trying, Selene. They care."
They didn’t care before. They don’t get to care now.
I push my wolf forward. Let’s go. Full throttle.
"Got it."
I take a deep breath, counting down.
One... Two... THREE!
I leap into the air, giving my wolf the time she needs to take over. My bones crack and twist, and my body reshapes mid-air. Dark fur ripples across my skin, my nose lengthens, and I land on all fours, powerful and fast. My shredded clothes scatter on the forest floor, forgotten.
The wind rushes through my jet-black fur as we sprint, faster than ever.
Behind me, I hear them.
“What the f*ck? Since when can she shift?” Ethan shouts.
“And how the hell is she shifting mid-run?” Aaron growls, frustration lacing his voice.
Leo’s anger bleeds through. “What else has she been hiding from us?”
Good. Let them wonder. Let them stew in their confusion. They don’t get to be angry with me—not when they ignored me for years.
We push harder, gaining ground. But my wolf... she falters. She doesn’t want to run from them. She slows, giving them a chance to catch up.
No. Don’t stop. They can’t be part of this. It’s safer for everyone if we keep them away.
But she ignores me, her instincts pulling us toward them. She slows to a trot and turns to face them as they fan out in a loose semicircle around us.
Leo steps forward first, his eyes filled with frustration and something else—something I can’t quite name.
“Selene, please,” Devin’s voice whispers through the mind link. "We just want to understand. Talk to us."
I bare my teeth, warning them to stay back.
Ryan steps forward next, hands raised in surrender. "We didn’t know, Selene. But we know now. And we’re not leaving you."
My heart twists painfully at his words. Why couldn’t they say this before?
Aaron drops to the ground, sitting cross-legged like he’s ready to wait forever. “This is your favorite spot, isn’t it? I smell you here every time I run the route.”
I whip my head toward him, stunned. He noticed?
Kylie slides down beside him, smiling gently. “Come on, Selene. We’ll stay out here all night if we have to. But you’re not getting rid of us that easily.”
I shift uneasily, my wolf's longing mixing with my own. They shouldn’t be here. They shouldn’t care. But they do.
“Let’s head to the fire pit,” Kylie says softly. “We’ll talk there. No pressure.”
I hesitate for a long moment, my wolf stirring with hope.
And then, slowly, we follow.
Other Chapters
- Chapter 1 - Selene’s Struggles
- Chapter 2 - More Struggles
- Chapter 3 - The Future Alphas Return
- Chapter 4 - The New Girl
- Chapter 5 - Less Than Ten Seconds
- Chapter 6 - Trust Issues
- Chapter 7 - A Change in the Air
- Chapter 8 - Devin’s POV
- Chapter 9 - Devin’s POV II
- Chapter 10 - Selene’s POV
- Chapter 11 - Selene’s POV II
- Chapter 12 - Selene’s POV III
- Chapter 13 - Nicknames & Small Talk
- Chapter 14 - Unwanted Party Guests
- Chapter 15 - A New Beginning?
- Chapter 16 - Out of the Shadows
- Chapter 17 - The Ultimate Test
- Chapter 18 - A Day with the Pack
- Chapter 19 - Sides Are Chosen
- Chapter 20 - Trapped and Targeted
- Chapter 21 - Trust and Consequences
- Chapter 22 - A Dance, Dresses, and Disaster in the Making
- Chapter 23 - Realizations, Runs, and a Reckoning
- Chapter 24 - Surprise, Memories, and First Steps Out of the Comfort Zone
- Chapter 25 - Birthday Surprises and New Traditions
- Chapter 26 - Dresses, Bracelets, and Trouble at the Mall
- Chapter 27 - A Birthday Like No Other
- Chapter 28 - A Birthday to Remember
- Chapter 29 - A Birthday, a Pool, and a Secret Uncovered
- Chapter 30 - A Reckoning
- Chapter 31 - Broken Secrets
- Chapter 32 - Running From the Past
- Chapter 33 - Facing Them
- Chapter 34 - Retelling The Past
- Chapter 35 - Aaron’s POV
- Chapter 36 - Selene’s POV
- Chapter 37 - Selene’s POV – The Training Grounds
- Chapter 38 - The Aftermath of Training
- Chapter 39 - A Seat at the Table
- Chapter 40 - A Clash of Futures
- Chapter 41 - Tucked Into Their World
- Chapter 42 - A New Room, A New Beginning
- Chapter 43 - Unspoken Tensions
- Chapter 44 - A Royal Encounter
- Chapter 45 - Flirting with Trouble
- Chapter 46 - A Tactical Dance
- Chapter 47 - Boundaries Blurred
- Chapter 48 - Claim and Trials
- Chapter 49 - A Game of Strategy
- Chapter 50 - Closer Than Ever
- Chapter 51 - Into the Wild
- Chapter 52 - What’s in a Scent?
- Chapter 53 - When Wolves Protect
- Chapter 54 - When the Party Begins
- Chapter 55 - A Different Kind of Morning
- Chapter 56 - Trouble At the Pack house
- Chapter 57 - Just Breathe
- Chapter 58 - Ties that Bind
- Chapter 59 - Strength in Secrets
- Chapter 60 - Breaking Point
- Chapter 61 - The Fallout
- Chapter 62 - Drawing the Line
- Chapter 63 - Drawing Lines in the Sand
- Chapter 64 - Wolves and Pretenses