Fated To Save You- By: Tina Marie
Chapter 54 - In the Shadow of Healing
A week had passed, and life had settled into a rhythm for Wren and Connor. Wren adhered to her medication regimen diligently and tackled her classwork from the comfort of their home. Connor, balancing his work-from-home schedule with occasional office meetings, ensured he was always just a call away.
Their days were brightened by visits from Stormi and Riley, who came by to keep Wren company and offer support. Their presence was a balm for her solitude, providing her with a sense of normalcy and connection. Connor, ever vigilant, kept a watchful eye on Wren, concerned that she might relapse and hurt herself again.
Now, the time had come for their regular check-in with Dr. Lawson, the psychologist. They sat in the waiting room, a mixture of nervous anticipation and cautious optimism hanging in the air.
The door opened, and Dr. Lawson greeted them with a warm smile. “Hello, Wren.”
“Hi,” Wren responded, offering a tentative smile.
“And hello, Connor,” the doctor said, turning to him.
“Hello,” Connor replied, his tone steady but filled with care.
Dr. Lawson gestured for them to take their seats in her office. “Well, you look a bit better,” she noted as they settled into the comfortable chairs. “How have you been?”
Wren hesitated, choosing her words carefully. “Umm…not bad.”
“Good to hear. How has school been going?”
“Pretty good. I do everything online now from home,” Wren explained.
Dr. Lawson nodded, noting the progress. “Did you move back into your place?”
Wren shook her head. “No, I am living with Connor.”
“I see,” the doctor acknowledged. “And how does that arrangement feel?”
“I made him a promise,” Wren said quietly, “to stay with him so he knows I’m safe.”
Dr. Lawson turned to Connor. “Connor, do you think she is doing better?”
Connor thought for a moment before answering. “I still have to remind her about taking her meds, but other than that, she’s doing pretty good.”
“That’s great to hear,” Dr. Lawson said, her eyes warm with approval. She turned her attention back to Wren. “Did you bring your journal?”
Wren reached into her bag and handed the journal to the doctor. “It’s right here.”
Dr. Lawson took the journal and began flipping through the pages, scanning Wren’s entries with a practiced eye. The room fell into a hushed silence as the doctor read.
After a few moments, Dr. Lawson looked up, her expression thoughtful. “I see you are still struggling with yourself.”
Wren’s heart sank at the observation. “What do you mean?”
“You still question whether you deserve love,” Dr. Lawson explained gently.
Wren’s fingers intertwined in her lap as she sat quietly, absorbing the words. She felt a pang of discomfort but remained silent, unable to fully articulate her feelings.
“This is absolutely normal for someone who has experienced what you did,” Dr. Lawson continued. “It’s a common struggle. But you need to understand that you are worthy of love. The man next to you is proof of that.”
Wren glanced at Connor, who met her gaze with a bright, reassuring smile. He reached out and placed his hand on top of hers, his touch warm and comforting.
The gesture was simple, yet profound. Wren felt a surge of emotion, the weight of her doubts momentarily lifted by his unwavering support. She squeezed his hand gently, finding solace in the gesture.
Dr. Lawson’s voice was soft but firm. “Remember, Wren, you deserve love just as much as anyone else. Your journey towards healing is a testament to your strength and worthiness.”
Wren nodded slowly, her eyes misting over with unshed tears. “Thank you,” she whispered, her voice trembling with gratitude.
Connor’s presence beside her was a steady anchor, a reminder of the love and support that surrounded her. Wren felt a renewed sense of hope, bolstered by the reassurance that she was not alone on this path. The journey was far from over, but with Connor by her side and the support of those who cared about her, Wren took a deep breath, ready to face whatever challenges lay ahead.
Wren took a deep breath, her gaze fixed on her lap. “I’m starting to understand that, but I still feel dirty.”
Dr. Lawson nodded, her voice soothing. “That’s understandable. Do you still find yourself scrubbing extra in the shower?”
Wren hesitated before answering. “Yes, but not as often.”
“That’s good progress,” Dr. Lawson said. “We still need to work on that. Keep practicing positive thoughts. As you wash, tell yourself ‘I’m clean’ with one or two strokes on your skin.”
Wren nodded, a determined look in her eyes. “Okay, I can do that.”
Dr. Lawson turned her attention to Connor. “Connor, how are things with Wren’s intimacy issues? Is there any improvement?”
Connor’s expression softened with pride. “She’s allowed me to hold her hand, and she’ll let me hold her while we sleep now.”
Wren noticed a pleased smile spreading across Dr. Lawson’s face.
“That’s wonderful, Wren,” Dr. Lawson said warmly. “I’m proud of you!”
“Thanks,” Wren replied, a shy smile touching her lips.
Dr. Lawson shifted in her seat, her eyes thoughtful. “I have a new assignment for you.”
Wren looked up with curiosity. “What is that?”
Dr. Lawson addressed Connor next. “Connor, do you think you could take her on a weekend getaway?”
Connor’s response was immediate and enthusiastic. “Absolutely.”
Dr. Lawson’s gaze was steady as she continued. “I’d like you to spend some intimate time together and travel somewhere you’ll both enjoy. Share a room, continue holding hands, light body contact, and really focus on each other.”
Wren’s brows furrowed in concern. “Will that really help me?”
Dr. Lawson’s smile was reassuring. “Yes, it will. I want you to really focus on your true feelings towards Connor. Pay attention to how he treats you. This will help you realize the bond you both have and give you a greater sense of security in your relationship.”
Wren nodded slowly, absorbing the advice. “Okay.”
“Excellent,” Dr. Lawson said. “Please also continue to track your feelings in your journal.”
Wren nodded again, her resolve firm. “I can do that.”
Dr. Lawson then addressed Connor. “Connor, you need to continue being patient with her and move at her pace.”
“I will,” Connor promised, his voice steady and supportive.
Dr. Lawson glanced at the clock, signaling the end of the session. “That’s all for today. Continue taking your medicine on time, and I’ll see you in a week.”
“Goodbye,” Wren said softly.
“Bye,” Connor echoed, his hand gently squeezing Wren’s as they stood up.
As they left the office, the afternoon sun seemed to embrace them with a newfound warmth. The assignment of the weekend getaway hung in the air, a beacon of hope and possibility. Wren and Connor exchanged a look of mutual understanding and anticipation, ready to embark on this next step in their journey together.
Other Chapters
- Chapter 1 - The Darkest Night
- Chapter 2 - The Beginning of the End
- Chapter 3 - The Surprise
- Chapter 4 - Back To the Present In the Dark
- Chapter 5 - Under the Surface
- Chapter 6 - Unspoken Concerns
- Chapter 7 - Healing Shadows
- Chapter 8 - Shadows on Campus
- Chapter 9 - Unspoken Truths
- Chapter 10 - Shadows of Fear
- Chapter 11 - Confrontation
- Chapter 12 - A Shattered Reflection
- Chapter 13 - A New Beginning
- Chapter 14 - Trust in the Quiet Moments
- Chapter 15 - Beneath the Surface
- Chapter 16 - Unspoken Vulnerability
- Chapter 17 - The Darkness Within
- Chapter 18 - A Gentle Awakening
- Chapter 19 - A Day to Heal
- Chapter 20 - Just Us Two
- Chapter 21 - Disappearance
- Chapter 22 - High Pursuit
- Chapter 23 - The Nightmare Returns
- Chapter 24 - A Nightmare Unfolds
- Chapter 25 - Please Don’t Run Again
- Chapter 26 - Taking Care of Wren
- Chapter 27 - You Can Trust Me
- Chapter 28 - Meeting Trevor Again
- Chapter 29 - Sigh of Relief
- Chapter 30 - Everything Seems Peaceful
- Chapter 31 - I Want You Around
- Chapter 32 - Back To School
- Chapter 33 - Where Is She?
- Chapter 34 - Nightmares and Comfort
- Chapter 35 - Shadows of the Past
- Chapter 36 - Confrontation at Dawn
- Chapter 37 - Unfinished Business
- Chapter 38 - Drowning in Darkness
- Chapter 39 - Fractured Hearts
- Chapter 40 - A Web of Lies
- Chapter 41 - A Step Toward Healing
- Chapter 42 - A Safe Space
- Chapter 43 - The Depth of Healing
- Chapter 44 - Self-Blaming
- Chapter 45 - The Path Forward
- Chapter 46 - The Night’s Embrace
- Chapter 47 - A New Step
- Chapter 48 - An Evening to Remember
- Chapter 49 - Reflections and Doubts
- Chapter 50 - A Moment of Vulnerability
- Chapter 51 - A New Kind of Intimacy
- Chapter 52 - Embracing the Night
- Chapter 53 - In the Silence of the Night
- Chapter 54 - In the Shadow of Healing
- Chapter 55 - A New Beginning
- Chapter 56 - An Unexpected Delight
- Chapter 57 - Romantic Evening
- Chapter 58 - A Lovely Time
- Chapter 59 - Gentle Touches
- Chapter 60 - A Tender Encounter
- Chapter 61 - The Sweetest Temptation
- Chapter 62 - The Appetizer
- Chapter 63 - The Burning Flame
- Chapter 64 - Connor’s Point of View
- Chapter 65 - Taking Control
- Chapter 66 - A New Dynamic
- Chapter 67 - Embracing Control
- Chapter 68 - Boundaries and Healing
- Chapter 69 - A New Beginning
- Chapter 70 - Morning Reflections
- Chapter 71 - Moments of Tenderness
- Chapter 72 - Sweet Torture
- Chapter 73 - Gentle Touch
- Chapter 74 - Healing Touch
- Chapter 75 - Dear Diary
- Chapter 76 - The Check-Up
- Chapter 77 - Back to School
- Chapter 78 - Unspoken Feelings
- Chapter 79 - Heartfelt Confession
- Chapter 80 - Secrets and Confessions
- Chapter 81 - Secrets, Surprises, and a Plan
- Chapter 82 - Unspoken Truths
- Chapter 83 - A Birthday to Remember
- Chapter 84 - The Party Surprise
- Chapter 85 - An Unexpected Twist
- Chapter 86 - The Playful Tease
- Chapter 87 - Hot Touches
- Chapter 88 - A Night to Remember
- Chapter 89 - Gossip Girls
- Chapter 90 - Unspoken Desires
- Chapter 91 - A Day of Milestones
- Chapter 92 - Shattered Moments
- Chapter 93 - Fragile Hope
- Chapter 94 - The Uncertain Wait
- Chapter 95 - A Year of Waiting
- Chapter 96 - A Day of New Beginnings
- Chapter 97 - A Night of Firsts
- Chapter 98 - The Heart's Confusion
- Chapter 99 - Morning Bliss
- Chapter 100 - The Morning After
- Chapter 101 - The Weight of Unspoken Love
- Chapter 102 - A Heart Left Behind
- Chapter 103 - A Flicker of Hope
- Chapter 104 - The Promise of Tomorrow
- Chapter 105 - Awakening
- Chapter 106 - The Perfect Day
- Chapter 107 - A New Beginning
- Chapter 108 - Double Joy
- Chapter 109 - Growing Up and Growing Closer
- Chapter 110 - A Day in the Sun
- Chapter 111 - A Surprise in the Garden
- Chapter 112 - The Dance of Confessions
- Chapter 113 - Love In the Library